Over the weekend I flipped thru the "Heal Your Life" workbook and came upon a question that seems to jump out at me as it does in so many other books and areas of my life. "WHAT DO YOU WANT"?
I'm not so sure why this always stumps me when this question comes up as a quiz of sorts. Even when a friend of mine and I were working on our new vision boards and going thru the magazines I remember saying how much tougher it is this time than the first time we had done one. Back then (5 years ago) I was ripping pages out all over the place LOL. I'm not sure if it's because now every time I hear "what do you want" I immediately hear "be careful what you wish for". First off, I'm not sure why that question follows the latter and secondly I AM afraid of what to ask for because everything that is received has it's consequences, good and or bad. For some reason I equate receiving something great to be attached to something bad. Why am I so fearful that the consequences might be bad? Then I looked deeper. AHA! Because with everything that is received, with it comes changes. And THIS my friends is what I fear. Change. Simple as that. FEAR OF CHANGE.
One of the first E-Mails I opened this morning was from TUT .... A Note From The Universe.
Here is what it said: "When you don't know what you want, Bernadette, it's probably time to begin enjoying what you have".
Do I "not know" what it is I want or is it that I am too afraid to want out of fear? Fear of change. Maybe this message from the Universe came at the right time to tell me: slow down, I don't always need to want, what is the rush in knowing, let the knowing of what you want come to you.
So with that, I will sit back, enjoy what I have and until the knowing what I want comes to me freely and without fear, I will go on with my daily life, enjoy what it is I have, for I am exactly where I should be at this very moment in time.
Love, Hugs and Kisses,
Bernadette
Enjoy The Marathon Today!
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